So today was a bad day for me.

Today I found out that my girlfriend has been cheating on me for several weeks.

This news has put me into a minor state of depression, and for the first time I thought about selfharm and suicide, even at my age of 15.

I'm trying to stay strong guys, I'm just going to need you guys because I really have nobody in my life right now that I can trust, and you guys are like family to me.

This also may cause inactivity, ill try and keep you up to date if I remember to.





Edit 1:

•Received a text from her saying "Please stay out of my life now jerk"
I don't know what I'm a jerk for, but this hit me hard. Really hard.


•Havent left my room for around 19 hours, besides toilet and food etch


•Blades and sharp objects have been removed from my room.