Be carefull.
First of all im under the influence of alcohol so take this with a grain of salt.
Look out for what you do in your life. Try not to break yourself and do not do things you know will affect your health negatively. Of course this is ironic because im drinking at the moment but i don't mean slight risks like drinking alcohol sometimes.
Tho sometimes you cannot make the choice in moments that this kind of things will happen try to avoid them with all the might you have.
I have broke a lot of bones that have not really affected anything but...
I broke one of those discs in my spine while i was serving in army and
now about 5 months ago i broke my left elbow and those two things are a huge impact in my health.
Those injuries are stripping me of my hobbies and disturbing my job.
I cannot really continue snowboarding or downhill riding that i love. Gym is really limited also because of these injuries.
Doctors said i need to get rid off physical work before im 40 or else i will get seriously big problems.
I don't really know what the fuck i can do at this point. I don't know what kind of non physical work i would want seek and what to have as a hobby i can actually do.
Im starting to have fucking depression again because of this shit. I want that you all know that do not fuck up your bodies. Keep yourself in good condition and try no to pick stupid decisions in heat of the moment.
Even the fact that my problems aren't "really" my own fault i just want to say that try to evade things like these with every possible manner.
Sorry for opening like this but for some reason i felt i had to.
Just to add here because of my bad mood i feel that im starting to lose some of my friends. Doesn't help in a situation like these. Also i've had a relation ship with my gf over 5 years and i can't even tell will it hold because i don't feel right with anything. Im feeling bad even when im with her even that she seems to be happy i think im just masking my sorrow.
Last edited by Zapekk; Nov 25, 2018 at 04:19 AM.