Originally Posted by Wolfe

Exercise, socialize more, don't give a fuck, and have fun the way you want to have fun, not the way that others want you to have fun.

That's worked for me recently.

Originally Posted by Eloquence

i'm pretty sure i'm severely clinically depressed.
but i don't want to admit it to anyone out of fear that they'll laugh at me, or that i'll be put in a mental institution or have to go through intensive therapy.
i don't do well with therapy.
i don't do well with other people's grief.
i have my own shit to deal with, and it's pulling me down and down and down.
i dont want contact with anyone.
i dont care to see people happiness
when i have the chance to have the same happiness right in front of me
but its not working out
and i dont care to see people's grief
or sarcasm, or belligerence.
right now, i feel that bitter sweet moment i believe one does when their life flashes in front of their eyes right before they die.
no happiness, no sadness. just a neutral feeling of letting everything slip.
letting the darkness take over.
letting the darkness take over in hopes of a greater light on the other side.

fuck man.
i kinda wanna die.
i don't know who else to go too.
i can't go to my friends, they'll judge me.
i can't go to my mom, she'll over react
and the one person i can go too, dumped me, leaving me with nothing.
and the only reason i'm telling you guys,
is because i can.
and i don't know who you are
but i need to tell someone before the inside of me just explodes.
i just need to let the words out.
so i'm sorry for the long post.