Originally Posted by CrazyTaco

hey guys, i feel pretty unworthy of everything ever

some reasons

my conservative mom had made me stop talking to my boyfriend

i feel like i'll never amount to anything

my mother (as said before) won't let me be a femboy/feminine bi/feminine anything, for that matter, and i need to express my feelings somehow through what i wear and what i look like

my tourettes has been getting out of hand, to the point of me uncontrollably clawing at my face (and scars to show it), but my mom won't believe it's a tic

my bad leg has been getting worse, i'm scared it will interfere with my parkour practice

most people here only recognize me for me being a spammy faggot who gets banned a lot, not for who i am as a person

i'm always made fun of because i'm an anti-mainstream dickface

i just want to be loved

my family won't accept it that, sometimes, i just want a guy to be next to, to hold my hand, to treat me right, but they feel that i can't love who i want to



what do i do, guys
i feel like ending it all now

fucccckkk

Originally Posted by Boredpayne

Ignore your mother, and believing you'll amount to nothing is a self-fulfilling prophecy, go have fun doing something worthwhile to get rid of this impression. Spend an hour on Freerice.com -> feed a starving child for a week. You've already amounted to something.
If your mom doesn't understand that Tourette's is a tic that you are suffering from then she is a backwards ass retarded fuck. You should be looking into child help and child suicide hotlines.
Nobody here is going to even understand who you are as a person, and we don't really want to either. You are a name and whatever personality we discern from your actions is going to be how are you are viewed. If you want to establish real friendships and identity, do it with people you know personally. If everybody you know irl hates you, perhaps you should examine your own behavior rather than resorting to self-pity and defeatism.
There are tons of organizations dedicated to helping people in your position, as well. Odds are they'll be more helpful than random people on the internet. Speaking of which, you should probably ignore most of the advice that pops up in this thread.

Originally Posted by CrazyTaco

hey guys, i feel pretty unworthy of everything ever

some reasons

my conservative mom had made me stop talking to my boyfriend

i feel like i'll never amount to anything

A lot of people feel that way, ignore it and enjoy life

my mother (as said before) won't let me be a femboy/feminine bi/feminine anything, for that matter, and i need to express my feelings somehow through what i wear and what i look like

my tourettes has been getting out of hand, to the point of me uncontrollably clawing at my face (and scars to show it), but my mom won't believe it's a tic

That's serious and you should see a doctor??

my bad leg has been getting worse, i'm scared it will interfere with my parkour practice

Bad leg? Is it something serious? If so pause parkour practice, and get it sorted out

most people here only recognize me for me being a spammy faggot who gets banned a lot, not for who i am as a person

Don't be a spammy faggot who gets banned a lot.

i'm always made fun of because i'm an anti-mainstream dickface

Opinions are too mainstream. Problem solved.

i just want to be loved


my family won't accept it that, sometimes, i just want a guy to be next to, to hold my hand, to treat me right, but they feel that i can't love who i want to

How old are you, perhaps they feel you are too young.

what do i do, guys
i feel like ending it all now

fucccckkk