Rest in peace, Chris. You were like a brother to me, we certainly had our ups and downs, it pains me to my core that I wasn't able to say goodbye, but it pains me even more I didn't spend more time with you. You were an amazing friend, an amazing clanmate, an amazing person as a whole. You were, and always will be a blessing to this world, one that can't and won't ever be replaced. It's hard for me to type stuff out, especially when it comes to this, you were there for me when I needed it. You were there for all of us really. If there is an afterlife, some form of heaven, I'm sure you're there, and if you can see us down on this eroding rock of a planet, know that all of us, every single one of us, love you. I'm still just as speechless as I was when I found out you passed. I'm honestly trying so damn hard not tory cry over this, I know you'd want me to stay strong, but it's so fucking hard. It's so god damn hard not to fucking cry over losing someone as valuable and amazing as you are. I love you Chris, as a sister, as a clanmate, as a friend, as family. Fly high king.
