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If you mean, the ban list. No, normal players can't see it.

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why cant i see it

Try to refrain from double posting.
It's simply not for your information, it's not like anyone gets on toribash to laugh at people who get banned.

Only super moderators and up see the ban list and the report board.

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I'ts not necessary for others to see the board, since there are many personal opinions/points of view, and others might not agree.

The super moderators and the admins are trained to deal with these stuff so it's good for everyone.