Sure thing, we're here for you bro. Safe to say that your father's more acting on impulse about the grades, if he made you feel like that. And there's no need to give up on one failure. Life rarely goes as planned and we always have to adapt/change with unexpected consequences. I'm sure even your father is rational enough to see that. Pick up where you left and carry on. If you need to get a job to cover costs, find one.. We'll talk some more on skype/or pm, i'm gonna finish my breakfast, but i'm on limited net supply during the evening here, since my brother's coming in. See ya.