i am very sorry,
my grandpa got to the hospital, doctors says its could be cancer and also a few more things
rn they r doing different things to understand what exactly they need to do with him
they already did him one operation(eng too bad to describe all of that)
but all of that freaking expensive and it will be needed to do yet 2-3 operations
and since i am living near kyiv(than the others family) i need to go and help my grandpa
and it scares me when i understand how it could turn, and how much money we need to spend and every other things....
im so tired of this fucking life and this fucking country, im already feel myself like 50-60 yrs old, i just wanna have some rest for 2 weeks atleast(i didnt have rest for 3 years),
but who knows when i will be able to do that....
and still dont know when i will be able to be active( if i will have some strength for it)
im sorry guys all my plans about help wapow r fucked so hard....
i will understand if i will be kicked
