plant 5 trees everyday

I just dumped the bitch who killed me internally for 5 years.
Never felt more free than now, this is better than heroin.

I'm awful at taking pics so I just don't take any.


It was Almeria, Spain

Thatta boy!!!

Now you can go out with your friends and do whatever you want without constant scrutiny

Now you can pwn noobs in toribash unhindered
Now you can live

Just wondering, have any of you guys ever heard of ATO? If you're a fan of mellow house style rap then hey, maybe you'll like some of his jams.



Here's one of my favorite jams by him. The beats are nice, and the lyrics are smooth and meaningful. Super cool stuff.

Well now if you feel lonely, I'm sure Orih will be nice to you :^)


Didn't know him before but its very enjoyable, thanks for sharing!

actually I haven't really had any kind of fun in the last 5 months. Haven't even been drinking in company (used to atleast twice a week before), just on NYE out of woe and spite, but thats over now, Papa is back on stage.


Gotta regret friendly, I'm not into dick, neither in my nor other male holes.

How does even stay with someone thats bad for you for 5 years

Love, and what you believe is love can do those things. I just recently got out of an emotional abuse type of relationship of 3 years. I wasn't the only victim - she was as well. We did it to each other. Yet, she claims I used horrible mind games and made her think everything was her fault. She's basically been convinced by her therapist that she was being abused for 3 years and I am to blame. I find it depressing that she believes it, but oh well.

When you're so attached to someone, and you realize that they're not who you thought and continuously harm you emotionally or physically, it's hard to leave.

Good to hear you got out of the toxicity. But you may feel free now, you've got a long road ahead. I thought the same thing when mine ended, but it took a harder tole on me than I thought would. I didn't eat correctly for about 2 months. Only once a day, sometimes none at all. Lost over 20 lbs actually. There was many feelings, with that break up and other events happening in my life. That was back in November. I still don't eat correctly, but not like that.

Pretty much what Weo said, you are commited to do everything you can for that person, even tho when you know they won't acknowledge it. It was a very hard decision, but during our last conversation I felt nothing but evergrowing hate for her, so that is helping me to cope with it.

You gotta eat up man, don't become a clothes line like I am (genetically but still, 55kg/175cm). Hope you get better soon.

Also Reta, I dumped the last conversation onto pastebin, maybe you want to read it and get a better understanding if you got nothing better to do. Sorry non-german folks, but it is just too much to translate.