This reminds me of an ancient Japanese saying that goes like this: なぜあなたは描画したくない場合は描画しないでください。
No, it just kills my vibe to want to draw. I still want to, but it's a cycle. I didn't have the problem before, it's just recently every time I try to I feel disgusted and abandon what I was drawing.
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