Elite's Application

Toribash History
As you may know i've been in many clans, and by that, i mean a lot
i've also lead my own a few times, to of which failed, but with this on
topic, i want to explain multiple factors, and explain my situation currently.

I've been known to hop, to leave and join another clan, but i have realized
the fault in that, and have stopped the bad habbit as best as i have could.
i was in fl0w, and in x for both a month, left fl0w because i didnt feel like i fit
in, them being a Wushu clan and me being a sparrer or a mushu player felt off.

onto (x), it was a clan i loved being in, was in it for around a month, and after a
while it ended up dying, today of all days, due to originally activity then a council
member left it which resulted in our impending death due to multiple factors,
considered them a family, more than a clan if anything else.

with my clan history and overall well, bad history out of the way i want to explain
myself as a player a bit more, as i don't know if any of you know me all that well.
I originally started in 2008, when i was 9, surprisingly or not, i was shit, and that's
not an exaggeration, i was really bad, moving onto a few years later when i was
around 11, i got an interest in replay making, speicifically, madmans. Now me being
11, i was bad at it, but i practiced, was still bad, but was better than i was originally.

From then on i practiced until i was around 13, then which i stopped and started playing
multiplayer. Me being 13, i was a toxic little kid and stopped playing came back in 2015
and started playing again, and now a few years later, i am now where i am today.
I am, well, me.

Personal Life
As for me as a person, i have multiple bad traits, but i suppose no one is perfect.
I have some depression, i also have anxiety, and can be shy at points depending on who i am talking to, say for example someone
like Wizard, or surge, i consider them friends, wouldn't be shy around them, but let's say for example, sir, i don't know him all that well,
and i wouldn't be able to strike up a conversation with him, or at least not as well as i could with others.

Other than this i am quite a social person, i love talking to people i know
i often like to be in voice, and personally get to know people better.
I respect people who respect me, in otherwords, if your chill, i like you.
That being said my biggest pet peeve is being a dick to me or a friend.

I am also a 'hardcore' gamer, at least in my book lmao, i have around 70
games on steam and about 20 on xbox one, aiming to get more at some point'
I am also a programmer, and use to be a designer, i loved designing but recent
lost all my designs due to hard drive failing, and had to buy a new SSD for my
computer, so that's depressing i suppose, but on the bright side i am back.
and plan on getting into design and programming again, as soon as i can.

Why i want to join
I want to join because i know a lot of the members and it seems like a fun
clan to be in. The members i know are currently: Shinigami, Wizard, Surge,
Tabby, Kriegery, Typhon, Smaguris, Frost, and Plus. A good bit of the members
if i do say so myself. With this being said, the main reason i want to join is because
of the people in it, not because of the tag, or the name, or being in a clan, but because
i feel like i would fit in. I know a bit of the members, a lot of them are friends of mine and
a few of them think it'd be cool if i got in, so i want a chance, just 1. If i fail the chance
you can blacklist me, ban me from the board, what ever. Because i feel as if there is any
clan i would like to stay in at the current time other than well.. x.. that is basically dead now.
It is this one. Adventure, because i know so many members, and maybe just maybe,
i will fit in.

Thank you for reading my application.