It is fine my child for you cannot miss that which you couldn't experience, it is merely saudade, spread out into a nostalgia for a place you never inhabited.
Do not suffer this however, do not endure the horror of the will as it cannot will backwards, you are blessed and relieved by not having the burden of the precious days known and now the decadence held so highly
Wibbles died on 2011 as you were beginning your journey; its memory is sacred, should not be tainted by those who in their unholiness did not bask on the glory of its extended existence
