I'm so sad of being alone, no one even comes to visit me no matter if I offer alcohol, or some recipe that I saw on YouTube, or just to talk, it's driving me crazy to be like this since I was 15yo, idk what's bad with me :c

And when I ask gently if I can visit someone they always say that they're busy and a few minutes later uploads pic of they having fun that day and bruh makes me feel so bad to not be included in anything