I have some questions for you since you felt the need to open a discussion about
your sexuality. However, a disclaimer before I dive in, abuse causes mental health issues, many of which would warrant the help of a professional, you may need to seek one, reason is listed below.
Have you ever been psychologically examined? If not, I suggest you do. Abuse is a very mentally damaging action, which can affect future domestic relations. I do believe that having your Mom to talk to is a very good support system, but the help of a professional (after you've been examined) will improve any issues you have about your self-esteem, acceptance of yourself, etc.
How did you figure out that you were pan-sexual? What were your initial thoughts?
What do you think about the LGBTQ community? Do you feel they accurately represent you as an individual or do you separate yourself from them because of differing opinions/inaccurate representation?
Also, everyone is quite accepting nowadays, be proud of who you are and be you.
God bless, and please take care of yourself and your Mother. Never resort to suicide, my friend.
Last edited by BuZe; Jun 19, 2017 at 12:36 PM.