Demotivation is really common just walk away and take a break. There's no reason for you to have to be so attached to the game. I hated the game at first tbh but I started to get into mods that I really enjoyed and actually cared to improve in. The game isn't really for everyone a majority of the friends I've introduced this game to have been demotivated by the huge learning gap. But if you have the patience and other people on your skill level to play with its a lot more fun.
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This is my instruction to you, dear friend. There is nothing possible, you just need to train more and gradually learn muscle physics, over time you will understand how to move and think.
This game has its own complex character that can be overcome. The main thing is that there is a desire.

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