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Meditation through repitition is a powerful tool to find some love for yourself.
Prayer beads are great for that.
Since the beads are fingered in an automatic manner, they allow the user to keep track of how many prayers have been said with a minimal amount of conscious effort, which in turn allows greater attention to the prayer itself.
A prayer, such as the one above, can help you find some strength again.

Let's play a game. Whenever you say something negative you need to say something positive to make it even.

I'll be absolutely fine. A lot of anxieties started piling up after something family and fiscal related came up, which snowballed into me falling into full existential angst mode. I wanted a relief and I know putting aside past grievances, real or imagined, verbally is helpful. It was. Thank you for the kind words, although I genuinely don't care about spam. This thread should probably be deleted, anchored (if that's a function), or closed given that it doesn't fit much with the general vibe of off-topic. Or left open.

I'll consider it, although not in the exact way you're prescribing it. Solidifying concepts through rote repetition instead of conscious acknowledgement isn't something I like, since I value keeping my mind as formless and open as I can get it, and often things that are simply repeated don't have a good rational basis.