Hmmk, I'm soooo gonna get fried for this but god dammit it has to be said.
Just because you think someone is angry at you, doesn't mean you should quit an ideal you are so devoted *and sad to leave atm* to. That only means you have to work harder to find out the truth, and to work through that truth in itself. But hey, don't listen to the dude intruding in your forums, instead listen to your own heart eh?
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